Friday, January 11, 2008
Okay, FINE! I'll play...
Life Lessons
I've hesitated to post about this before now, because it's hard to know what could cause pain to someone you love who is going through one of the worst things anyone could go through. I feel like the time is right, now, so Leslie I hope this is okay.The Things I've Learned From Leslie
don't take even one day for granted
show how much you love him
family is most important
cherish every moment
look for the good in everything... even dirty socks
keep going
grief takes time
look outside yourself
love
patience
grace
beauty
eternity
faith
and I know I'll keep learning, because Leslie, you are teaching us all. Thank you for sharing your grief with us, so that we can support you, and so that we can learn from your wisdom. Love you.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
Need Advice
How Cold is Too Cold?
If I Wasn't There...
To Cassie: thanks for being there today. Thanks for calling back at the exact moment I needed you, and thanks for talking to me about all the stuff I needed to talk about, and for listening to me cry and making me laugh. Love you!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
The Lawsons Do Dallas
Friday, January 04, 2008
I Love Him
A little over 13 years ago, I met this guy. It didn't take me long to love him, but it has taken 13 years to love him like I love him now. I love him more than I ever thought possible back when I was a grown-up woman of 19 years. We've been through a lot of stuff, and I can honestly say that I have never been disappointed. Yes, I've been mad at him plenty of times, but he's always proven that he is the kind of man I am proud to be married to for eternity. I really do take him for granted way too often, and I am trying to be better at appreciating him. He's really an amazing person.
He works harder than anyone I know, and puts his heart into his work. He's a man who enjoys chopping wood, and will actually be smiling when he's done. He never complains while working, even when it's tough. I complain that my arms are jello after shoveling snow for half hour, when he shovels home and work day in and day out.
I gave him a guitar for Christmas a few years ago, since he's been wanting one forever. I really thought he'd learn a little bit, then let it sit. (I know, not very nice of me to think.) He practices more than I practice my violin, by far. He's taught himself every chord, and finds new music to learn often. He's even written a couple of songs. I love to listen to him sing, and found out exactly how much one time when I was listening to John Denver while running. Now, don't get me wrong, because I love John Denver, but one of his less familiar songs came on. I was trying to figure out what was wrong with the song, because it just didn't sound right. It didn't have the right pauses, and the right feeling, and the right sweetness. Then I realized that Brandon's version was the one in my head, and John's version just didn't feel the same.
He doesn't believe me when I say it, but he really is incredibly handsome. Sometimes he looks at me with those blue eyes in a way that melts my heart. I still can't get enough of his kisses. I love it when we're sitting on the bench in church, usually with a kid between us, and we look at each other, and he'll smile, and his eyes twinkle... and I just know he loves me too.
I could go on... and on, but I need to do my part to be a good wife and get our house cleaned up and dinner planned. I'm just hoping that somehow I can make up for my shortcomings as a wife, and be what he deserves.
Love you, Brandon.
Savor the Moments
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Christmas Morning
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
A Visit From Elva
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Friday, December 14, 2007
All is Well
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
We Live in the Land of the Poop
Monday, December 10, 2007
We're Living HGTV
Friday, December 07, 2007
In Support of Sister Beck
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Come on in!
It's so hard to photograph this kitchen wall, with the bright window and the black walls. I think you might have to come in person to see it.